Was it all only imaginary? Was it all in my fantasy? ‘Cause now it’s faded.
No! This won’t be a super-dramatic blog. Its just my favourite lyric. Do not mind much, you great souls.
As of late I’ve been wondering about love and life a lot. Let me get it out forward to you in straight words-I’m no guru or pundit. I’m just a not-so-average fifteen year old guy. Seems delusional. The best part of my personality or as I think is-that I’m a social outcast. That’s the part I love about myself.
The thing is, that you do not need someone to complete you. And to be brutally honest; you do not need someone to even accept you completely. Actually… you do not need anyone to adore or admire you in any way. I’m not saying that you must not seek love. If it comes by-I’m happy for you. Cheers!
Even if it doesn’t all you need to do is embrace yourself. Accept your reality. And to think of it in the long run seems scary. Very very scary. But that’s where the magic is. It’s about the ancient philosophy of ‘One step at time, and may be two miles out of the line.’* You need to find people who are like you. If you’re as weird as I am then You must find the people who do not fit in. I did. They simplify your life.
You need to know who you are and accept your reality. Seems mystical and rustic. But here’s a fun fact-you can only have one thought at a time. At any given instant. Yes you can shuffle real quick between them. But at any given moment, it’s just one thought. So the trick is, fool your mind into a good memory whenever you’re low. **
You do not have the luxry of even one negative thought. You have to know what makes you happy. You need to know if you’re different from others or not. You need to know if you fit into the stereotypes or not. And foremost, you need to know who your real friends are. Maybe you do not have any. But you know what? It’s okay.
You need your own self. Not others to make you happy. I’m a teenager. Maybe these are my hormones speaking. But if they are, I need them to stay till I die. No! I do not imply a stagnant life. You always need some constants. They can be people, emotions-anything. You need to know the things that make you happy. And then, you need to be in their pursuit. Never let your own self get lost while you make others whole.
* Referrence from the theme song of the web series ‘TVF Pitchers’.
** Referrence from Robin Sharma’s, “The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari.”